In God’s Hands and Running Start
Well, pray for me! I have a mid-term in about 1.5 hours in my Political Science 202 class and I don’t exactly feel prepared. Honestly, I think that God is going to help me a lot. I was a lot more scared last quarter when I studied a TON than how I do right now, and I’ve only spent this morning knocking my brain around in my textbooks.
It’s kinda nice just thinking that all will be well… everything will be great… God is leading me, so I don’t have to worry about a thing… Isn’t that nice? Before, I used to obsess over control over my life. I thought if anything was going to happen, it would have to come from me. Now, I don’t think that way, and I like it. I like it that my life is in God’s control, because if anyone’s going to make things right for me, it’d be Him, correct? My life in my hands would definetely be my destruction. Eww… I don’t even wanna think about it.
Today has been a good day thus far. I really don’t enjoy working for two-hours straight on a subject I don’t really care about, but I know that it won’t last forever and in the end, I will have passed my class.
Graduation is coming up. For a while, I didn’t plan on going. I mean, I’m just going back to school to only graduate once more from college! Why is high school so important? Apparently, it is important to lots of people… not so much me, but my friends and parents. Oh well, I’ll go, but only because Leah needs someone to sit with. Honestly, she’s got lots of friends, but she’s made me feel special, and she has asked me to go because she “needs” someone to sit with. She doesn’t want to be alone, and I can’t blame her.
Running start has been so great for me. In case you’re wondering, running start is a program that allows students who are still in high school to attend college classes for free if they pass a special test. I passed, so I take classes here at community college which is about five minutes away from my high school. How convenient, right? But, yeah, the classes are pretty tough, and I’m glad I haven’t really taken on a full load so far. I think I may take one class during the summer just so that I can have something to do. And if I don’t, I’ve promised myself to spend each day of summer wisely and cautiously. I don’t want another summer to fly by without me.
Anyways, I’ll ask for your prayer. I greatly appreciate it.
Stay peaceful. Pray for the world. It needs it.