I wanna live happily ever after.
I am in the oddest mind-state lately. It’s not really bad, but not really great either. In fact, it kinda sucks… However, I did enjoy my day today because I spent it in my room, lying across my bed, reading, writing, and watching old Disney cartoons. Last night, I read one of my favorite books of all time in it’s entirety–Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine. Each time I read that book, I feel empowered, passionate, and moved as a human being. It’s simply a great story.
The reason I began this post the way I did is simply because I think I’m tired. I’m up every night really late because I just can’t get to sleep very well. Last night, I was up until 4:00 AM, just lying in bed, flipping channels, and waiting to feel tired enough, more so safe enough, to actually turn out the light and go to sleep. I wish I could turn the light out whenever I wanted, but I can’t. Not unless I’m so tired that my eyelids cannot stay open any longer. That’s when I feel safe to turn out the light, turn off the TV, and actually turn over onto my side and attain sleephood.
I was telling my friend that I think it’s simply a current state-of-mind that will pass in time and I just have to stay patient with it and myself. I’d like to think I’m not the only one with the problem I seem to be having, but thus far, have yet to meet someone who is as willing to talk about is as I am.
Anyways… Tomorrow should be fun. Nate is coming over before work so he and I can head over to Guitar Center and pick up his recently repaired classical. We are going really early because we are also going to play with all the… toys. I walk into that store and it’s a challenge getting back out. They have so much cool stuff! Most of which I desire and dream will one day be mine! Plus, even though I consider myself more of an electric buff, I seriously dig the acoustic room. That place is such a blast!
Well, sweet dreams!